今日做完最後一個presentation,, 好累
慘在一組人最後都未達成共識, (有人唔聽人講既)
好似一路行一路打咁
成績都應該嘛嘛架啦. 唉.....
不過而家終於可以開始溫書
The Beginning of Ending
如煙 - 五月天
詞/阿信
曲/石頭
我坐在床前 望著窗外 回憶滿天
生命是華麗錯覺 時間是賊 偷走一切
七歲的那一年 抓住那隻蟬 以為能抓住夏天
十七歲的那年 吻過他的臉 就以為和他能永遠
有沒有那麼一種永遠 永遠不改變
擁抱過的美麗都 再也不破碎
讓險峻歲月不能在臉上撒野 讓生離和死別都遙遠
有誰能聽見
我坐在床前 轉過頭看 誰在沉睡 那一張蒼老的臉
好像是我 緊閉雙眼
曾經是愛我的 和我深愛的 都圍繞在我身邊
帶不走的那些 遺憾和眷戀 都化成最後一滴淚
有沒有那麼一滴眼淚 能洗掉後悔
化成大雨降落在 回不去的街
再給我一次機會 將故事改寫
還欠了他一生的 一句抱歉
有沒有那麼一個世界 永遠不天黑
星星太陽萬物都 聽我的指揮
月亮不忙著圓缺 春天不走遠
樹梢緊緊擁抱著樹葉 有誰能聽見
耳際 眼前 此生重演 是我來自漆黑 而又回歸漆黑
人間 瞬間 天地之間 下次我 又是誰
有沒有那麼一朵玫瑰 永遠不凋謝
永遠驕傲和完美 永遠不妥協
為何人生最後會像一張紙屑 還不如一片花瓣曾經鮮豔
有沒有那麼一張書籤 停止那一天
最單純的笑臉和 最美那一年
書包裡面裝滿了蛋糕和汽水
雙眼只有無猜和無邪 讓我們無法無天
有沒有那麼一首詩篇 找不到句點
青春永遠定居在 我們的歲月
男孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋
笑忘人間的苦痛 只有甜美
有沒有那麼一個明天 重頭活一遍
讓我再次感受曾 揮霍的昨天
無論生存或生活 我都不浪費 不讓故事這麼的後悔
有誰能聽見 我不要告別
我坐在床前 看著指尖 已經如煙
To-do List before the Finals
hoohoo~~ it's snowing~~~~
i luv snowin i luv snowin i luv snowin i luv snowin~!!!!!
it just lighten my heart soooooo much~~~ ^^
ok,, so this weekend,, lots of stuff awaiting to be done:
- stat assignment
- 3000 term paper
- poster+magazine distribution tour
- house party(+making food)
- marketing plan + presentation
- magazine articles x2
- apply for sin card
- house visit
wooo~~~ such a long list~!!! hope i could stick to my plan and everything will be fine~!!
but,, i really need to stick- to- my- plan!!!!!
近況, 隨想
窩在自己的世界裡太久了(...好吧...是二人世界)... (...其實是三人,, 算他的朋友一份...) ,, 都沒有跟別的朋友仔交流交流,, 有點自閉的感覺,, 是時候走出來重新開始獨立嗎?
最近好久沒有"講電話",, msn 也常扮offline,, 不過每日也總會follow一下人仔們的blog,, 好像是一種跨越時空,特別的聯繫(lol) 但想一想只看不寫好像也太自私,, 於是今晚一口氣補回好幾篇! 哈哈!!
說說自己吧,, 不就是有3個大功課要交還有要溫書但就是提不起勁努力嘛....
老毛病了~~*
嗯,, 還有個新症,, 就是對不遠的未來有點不安,,
是清楚自己的能力不足以應付環境的挑戰卻又無可奈何的不安...
well,, 其實也不知道是能力上不能進步還是心底裡不願意努力,,
或許是以前那"怕YU"的性格演化成一種惰性了吧....
記得以前總會暗地裡想別人怎麼可以放著顯眼的缺點不理不改,,
.. 但或許有的缺點是真的改不掉的...
就像你不可能隨便增高縮矮一樣
肯定....?
"呢件衫唔係咁洗ga要咁咁咁咁...." 學fashion的他說, "cheap野啦呢件,,睇佢d線咁樣....."
"首先fry 左d肉再xxx佢加xxx同xxx再焗....." 學廚的他說.
還有讀室內設計的她,讀攝影的他, 和讀營養的她...
當身邊一班人都可以真正地"學以致用"而你還在死背沈悶的theory時,, 心中不期然就會形成一種想法,, 就是現在自己讀的商科很廢,, 好聽一點是很"虛"....
然後心中有一把聲音悄悄地問?"你後悔了嗎..?" "沒有!!!" 不願意相信自己揀錯,, 我要努力尋找證據肯定自己!! 讀書吧!! 做intern吧!!! 我知道marketing 還是有吸引我的地方!!!
很討厭別人把商科生generalize為賺錢狂,, 可是對正在傍惶著面臨抉擇的你我有一句忠告 -
朋友: 要是你不是一心要賺大錢的話,, 請不要選讀商科... !!
曾經有人有這麼一個錯覺,, 就是香港人都向錢看,, 而"外國人"都有遠大的理想...
現在我覺得,, 怎麼我的同學都比我還要"香港人"???
The Forest May Cry
上任Functional Director 之後第二個Event 了,, 簡單來說就是Halloween時在學校後面的樹林setup了類似鬼屋的東東然後晚上讓會員下去探險,, 之後再一起看驚慄片 :)
其實一直好怕會出意外呢,, 畢竟時100%黑暗+ 山路+驚嚇位,, 想不到最後反應還不錯,, 30多人都安全,, 而且事後也沒有人反應甚麼負面意見,, 是個好開始呀
好慶幸有一群幫得手又有心的下屬,, 不過要"駕馭"他們真的好難呀,, 要認真地聆聽他們的意見,, 要ban的話得要非常小心有技巧,, 不可以魯點他們 etcetc 呵呵,, 還有常常會不滿他們"撍越"了,,可是自己又會不經意"大"到頭頭,, 哈哈~
連我也開始感受到團隊工作時一些人事上的tension了~
ps 感到中文真的差了,, 好多字都忘記了怎樣寫... ^^
煩擾
1. 總算找到第一個internship了,, 是在銀行裡做quality insurance
2. 要找下年住的地方
3. 好多assignment....
4. 快要考 Final 了.....
5. X'mas 去不去旅行呢...?
To the Future Me
Received a letter yesterday:
Dear FutureMe,
I hope this email finds you well. I've been in Toronto for nearly a month. Time really flies,, maybe you won't even rmb this when you receive it.
School life is somehow exciting,, not the lectures and tutorials but the overall academic challenge plus the "hidden courses" eg socializing.
Lately i've been thinking about the question "who am I?" or to be accurate "我是個怎樣的人"
do you hv the answer now? are you still cool as i am or you've changed into a bright person or wt??
Please tell me that I had not waste yet an other year hea-ing. I wanna make some differences this year!! esp during summer holidays =] yea,, the very last summer holiday~*
and I hope i do become maturer in university*
um,, dunno wt else to say... so i'll stop here.
All the Best,
Rachel 2007
----
I totally forgot this thing!! but now I'm proud to say I finally made good use of my summer =)
做
整個星期下來除了星期一上了一整天LECTURE外其他時間也在BOOTH recruit members
對了, 別的Club都只是坐著等人來sign-up,, 愛打球的會自動到運動學會,,愛攝影的會到攝影學會MA
可是, 我們卻是有競爭對手的.
一個小小的campus四個chinese club,, 每天8個小時都要手執BINDER/GIFT PACK "兜客",, 自我介紹中文英文說了無數遍, 甚至lunch也skip了,, 只為meet quota.
辛苦不要緊,, 最灰的是有心為club的好像來去只得幾人
VY語錄
ECMB11 WED 1900-2200
Instructor: Victor Y.
"...I'm very satisfied with this textbook. The only thing I dun like about it, is the price. ......When the bookstore first told me the price, (240.00) I though it was a telephone number."
"If you have any questions about the course, you should come to see me after class, so that you will know I'm a REAL person, not just an email...."
".... one of my student stated in his email that I can phone back at ANYTIME. I am usually a late person and when I look at the clock, it was 3.30 AM and i think should I call or should i not? I decided to try once so I call, end up waking his whole family at mid-night........."
" (talking through the mic) .... so you can hear me now? GOOD! I don't have to YEEEEEEEELLLLLL now."
first school day after a long while.
first day of school
got up like 5 smthing.... too excited i guesss...???
went down for breakfast,, sadly set off the fire alarm by what.. half-toasted bread... -.-? turns out the egg was no good at all, and i spread waaaaaay too much black peppers onto it.
unpack all the dishes and wait for vinz (who stayed in no reception area,, clever)
move club's stuff from car to locker, from car to rez, from rez to locker, from locker to the top of the locker, from locker to class......
12-3 boring cal class, 3-5 ok IDS class, 5 went back and packed some binders, carried all the way back to acr,, and clever ppl stayed in no reception area again... got Tim's for dinner, library (all the way draging those heavy binders along) back to class (great marketing class?) looking forward to the project,, with umum all english ppl.
member recruiment start off with dear jimmy,, thx*
3 down, 37 to go.
Ally,, we can do it!
check-in*
at school now,, trying to set up internet access from my PC.... (chiu cup faan lor!!!)
it's funny to see those froshies running around looking lost haha... (we should be exactly like this last year)
will check-in to rez later,, wondering...
Dive - DC Talk
I saw it all from my bubble on the 15th floor
I was so unaware as I sank into my leather chair
Upon my throne I was known as untouchable
The smoke was creeping in
My castle walls were wearing thin
It took a fire to inspire me to make my move
Cigarette in a garbage can
Changed the ways of this corporate man
It was time for a radical plan
(chorus)
I took a dive
I took a love plunge into your arms
I took a dive
I took a love plunge into your arms
I took a dive
I jumped in with all my heart
I took a dive
Follow me through the door to the great unknown
Something was telling me that this would shape my destiny
Take my hand, understand you are not alone
Shame on me if I oppose the stirring of the holy ghost
Heard a voice calling out to me [out to me]
I come to set your spirit free [spirit free]
And in me you are free indeed
(repeat chorus)
[ah ah ah ah, ah, ah, ah]
Wont you come and take a dive with me
[ah, ah, ah, ah, ahhh]
Wont you come and take a dive with me
[ah, ah, ah, ah, ahhh] jump in with all your heart and take a dive
(bridge)
Im breathing under water [Im breathin under]
Im sinking like a submarine [a submarine]
Your oceans so much deeper [Im goin deeper]
Than anything Ive ever dreamed
(repeat chorus)
In the Light
I keep trying to find a life
On my own, apart from you
I am the king of excuses
Ive got one for every selfish thing I do
Whats going on inside of me?
I despise my own behavior
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That Im still a man in need of a savior
*I wanna be in the light
As you are in the light
I wanna shine like the stars in the heavens
Oh, lord be my light and be my salvation
Cause all I want is to be in the light
All I want is to be in the light
The disease of self runs through my blood
Its a cancer fatal to my soul
Every attempt on my behalf has failed
To bring this sickness under control
Tell me, whats going on inside of me?
I despise my own behavior
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That Im still a man in need of a savior
(repeat chorus)
Honesty becomes me [theres nothing left to lose]
The secrets that did run me [in your presence are defused]
Pride has no position [and riches have no worth]
The fame that once did cover me [has been sentenced to this earth]
Has been sentenced to this earth
你一直都在
天上的雲 飄著你的溫柔
那道彩虹 訴說著你的承諾
日落天空 畫出你的傑作
說不出的感動 一切為了我
你的手 在我墜落的時候
緊握我的手 溫暖我
有誰能隔絕我們的愛 難道是困苦是患難
我相信過去現在你不曾離開
你背我跨越了障礙
為了我罪犧牲自己
到現在 (最後) 我才明白你不曾離開
你一直都在
耶穌的愛
Last Week of School
星期四晚唱K有好難喝的酒 但好玩的人彌補了,, 盡興
Ally Ho 生日快樂*
星期五停電了 =.=" 沒有微波爐沒有電爐.... 但倔強的我們誓要在家吃午餐,, 於是在零度的氣溫裡把戶外烤爐又洗又刷,, 弄了兩個多小時終於享用了十分滋味的烤牛扒~*
註:: 當我們正要開始烤的時間電便回來了
星期六買菜天,, 牛刀小試弄了芒果布甸,, 還不錯,, 不過跟媽媽做的可差得遠了...
星期天 IKEA 一天遊,, 吃50先的熱狗;;
週末總是過得特別快, 時間都不知往哪裡去了... -.-?
想起來只剩下3個上課天了,, 之後是一個星期的study week 然後便是一連串的考試,, 再來便是暑假要回香港了!! 要不是facebook上有first year們update lpc的照片,, 我也不覺得一年過得這麼快,, 原來PW07已是12個月前的事了!! *驚嘆中*
好了,, 未來的數個星期可要好好安排時間,, 為的是要"魚掌兼得",, 玩樂讀書缺一不可!!!
要考AL,, 考 final 的眾人也要加油哦!! 幸福的天堂己不遠矣!!!
Macau Trip??
看到照片才知道家人往澳門旅行去了,, 還要住威尼斯...
...
很高興吧...
我想我應該不是被遺忘了,, 可是怎麼不讓我知道呢??
vicious racho 心想難道是報復我不寫家書不匯報生活狀況?
算了,, 還是不胡亂猜測了...
其實還是為你們高興的 *
9型人格
| 第七型 | 快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型 17% |
| 第九型 | 和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者 17% |
| 第三型 | 成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型 14% |
| 第五型 | 智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型 11% |
| 第八型 | 領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型 11% |
| 第六型 | 忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型 11% |
| 第四型 | 藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者 8% |
| 第一型 | 完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使 6% |
| 第二型 | 助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型 5% |
又做了一次9型人格,, 仍然是第7型,,, 第8型卻明顯下滑落,, 第9型卻上升了~
這可說明甚麼嗎?
(值得注意的是第2型仍然低得可憐哈哈)
EASTER
一個long weekend眨眨眼便晃過了,, 大概充實的日子過得特別快吧 :]
星期五陪人到collision centre 報案, (不是我撞車大家不用緊張)
第一次到加國的"警局" 呵,,也是貪個新鮮感而已*
之後吃了好好味的豬骨煲,, 非常辛苦,, 因為太飽實在撐不下...
夜晚在HARMONY 看了Pursue of Happyness,, 雖然看過了仍然覺得很感人 ]]
大家有所不知,, 原來片尾時在鏡頭前走過的是Christ的真人!!
如果有時間的話大家不妨上網看看他的奮鬥經過,, 很有啟發性呢*
星期六的早上是Jessica jeanette oliver的大日子,, 恭喜你們受浸歸主!!
甚麼時候到我呢?? :)
之後大顆兒一起飲茶去*
夜晚是Jeff的生日會,, 酒喝了不多,, K 卻唱了非常多
整晚唱K唱了無限多超級無敵舊歌~~ 哈~~
沒有睡直踩崇拜的後果是睡著了> <"
原想吃JR的,, 誰料它早已關門大吉了... sad,, 連說再見的機會也沒有...
3天裡看了兩齣戲,, 一是The Dajeeling Limited,, 應該是comedy可是我不懂得笑
二是 The Cars,, 這我可是頗享受的
可是今年這個復活節竟然沒有特別紀念到耶穌為我受死復活...
應該說,, 根本不覺得過了復活節 (這裡沒有長長的復活節假期)
HK Canada Career Video Conference
忙碌了好一陣子,, 這個星期終於空閒起來了
上星期五參加了一個由HK, Toronto, Montreal, Vancouver 四地聯辦的 Video Conference
HK的setting十足記者招待會;;
Toronto的像上lecture (難怪,, 因為我們坐在leture hall中...);;
Montreal的是talk show;;
Vancouver的卻像國會........
看見存在於有著嚴重時差的地方的人同時出現在一個screen上其實很有趣,,
整個conference也算頗informative 的,, 雖然有些高官的英語"好得很",, 而且常有"不太清楚自己說甚麼"的情況出現
不過這都不是重點.....
當我們正要釣魚的時候,, 竟然在screen上看見遠在vancouver的肥雞!!!!
(親愛的肥雞坐在會議廳看起來好有氣派呢哈哈)
呵呵呵~~~ 實在太巧合了!!! 興奮得我們急忙用手機拍照留念 : ]
(第四行左二)
Life
15 Feb - Accounting Midterm + Coffee House @ Harmony MCCC
16 Feb - U-idol @ Market for > 10 hours
18-20 Feb - Retreat with CCF
20 Feb - Moon Eclipse*
21 + Feb - Study
i'm busy!
New Term New Start*
新的一年開始, 目標最主要是挽救 GPA
我有預感這個sem會非常非常忙,
其實開sem至現時為止都沒啥機會hea,,真刺激
見到大家都寫下了新一年的大計,, 又review了上一年的目標
用心想過後發現自己忘記了上年立下的志願
於是現在要隆重的寫下: 今年不要再tui廢了
My X'mas Break
22: 睇波
23: sccc dinner
24: 買野~
25: xmas skate
26: dinner
27: ccf party
28: harmony
29: lmc hotpot
30: hea with a sick people
31: houseparty+countdown
01: hotpot@home
02: DT
03: nuthing
04: mag meeting
05: u idole + sushi
06: shopping
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